"Almost thou
persuadest me to be a Christian."
Acts 26:28
AND many there
are who go thus far: ever since the Christian religion was in the world, there
have been many in every age and nation who were almost persuaded to be
Christians. But seeing it avails nothing before God to go only thus far,
it highly imports us to consider,
First:
What is
implied in being almost,
Secondly:
What in
being altogether, a Christian.
(I.) 1. Now, in the being almost a Christian
is implied, First, heathen honesty. No one, I suppose, will make any question
of this; especially, since by heathen honesty here, I mean, not that which is
recommended in the writings of their philosophers only, but such as the common
heathens expected one of another, and many of them actually practised. By the
rules of this they were taught that they ought not to be unjust; not to take
away their neighbour's goods, either by robbery or theft; not to oppress the
poor, neither to use extortion toward any; not to cheat or overreach either the
poor or rich, in whatsoever commerce they had with them; to defraud no man of
his right; and, if it were possible, to owe no man anything.
2. Again: the common heathens allowed, that some regard
was to be paid to truth, as well as to justice. And, accordingly, they not only
held him in abomination who was forsworn, who called God to witness to a lie;
but him also who was known to be a slanderer of his neighbour, who falsely
accused any man. And indeed, little better did they esteem wilful liars of any
sort, accounting them the disgrace of human kind, and the pests of society.
3. Yet again: there was a sort of love and assistance
which they expected one from another. They expected whatever assistance any one
could give another, without prejudice to himself. And this they extended not
only to those little offices of humanity which are performed without any
expense or labour, but likewise to the feeding the hungry, if they had food to
spare; the clothing the naked with their own superfluous raiment; and, in
general. the giving, to any that needed, such things as they needed not
themselves. Thus far, in the lowest account of it, heathen honesty went; the
first thing implied in the being almost a Christian.
(II.) 4. A second thing implied in the being almost
a Christian, is, the having a form of godliness; of that godliness which is
prescribed in the gospel of Christ; the having the outside of a real
Christian. Accordingly, the almost Christian does nothing which the gospel
forbids. He taketh not the name of God in vain; he blesseth, and curseth not;
he sweareth not at all, but his communication is, yea, yea; nay, nay. He
profanes not the day of the Lord, nor suffers it to be profaned, even by the stranger
that is within his gates. He not only avoids all actual adultery, fornication,
and uncleanness, but every word or look that either directly or indirectly
tends thereto; nay, and all idle words, abstaining both from detraction,
backbiting, talebearing, evil speaking, and from "all foolish talking and
jesting"--eutrapelia, a kind of virtue in the heathen moralist's
account; --briefly, from all conversation that is not "good to the use of
edifying,' and that, consequently, "grieves the Holy Spirit of God,
whereby we are sealed to the day of redemption.'
5. He abstains from "wine wherein is excess';
from revellings and gluttony. He avoids, as much as in him lies, all strife and
contention, continually endeavouring to live peaceably with all men. And, if he
suffer wrong, he avengeth not himself, neither returns evil for evil. he is no
railer, no brawler, no scoffer, either at the faults or infirmities of his
neighbour. He does not willingly wrong, hurt, or grieve any man; but in all
things act and speaks by that plain rule, "Whatsoever thou wouldest not he
should do unto thee, that do not thou to another."
6. And in doing good, he does not confine himself to
cheap and easy offices of kindness, but labours and suffers for the profit of
many, that by all means he may help some. In spite of toil or pain,
"whatsoever his hand findeth to do, he doeth it with his might;"
whether it be for his friends, or for his enemies; for the evil, or for the
good. For being "not slothful" in this, or in any
"business," as he "hath opportunity" he doeth
"good," all manner of good, "to all men;" and to their
souls as well as their bodies. He reproves the wicked, instructs the ignorant,
confirms the wavering, quickens the good, and comforts the afflicted. He
labours to awaken those that sleep; to lead those whom God hath already
awakened to the "Fountain opened for sin and for uncleanness," that
they may wash therein and be clean; and to stir up those who are saved through
faith, to adorn the gospel of Christ in all things.
7. He that hath the form of godliness uses also the
means of grace; yea, all of them, and at all opportunities. He constantly
frequents the house of God; and that, not as the manner of some is, who come
into the presence of the Most High, either loaded with gold and costly apparel,
or in all the gaudy vanity of dress, and either by their unseasonable
civilities to each other, or the impertinent gaiety of their behaviour,
disclaim all pretensions to the form as well as to the power of godliness.
Would to God there were none even among ourselves who fall under the same
condemnation! Who come into this house, it may be, gazing about, or with all
the signs of the most listless, careless indifference, though sometimes they
may seem to use a prayer to God for his blessing on what they are
entering upon; who, during that awful service, are either asleep, or reclined
in the most convenient posture for it; or, as though they supposed God was
asleep, talking with one another, or looking round, as utterly void of
employment. Neither let these be accused of the form of godliness. No; he who
has even this, behaves with seriousness and attention, in every part of that
solemn service. More especially, when he approaches the table of the Lord, it
is not with a light or careless behaviour, but with an air, gesture, and
deportment which speaks nothing else but "God be merciful to me a
sinner!"
8. To this, if we add the constant use of family
prayer, by those who are masters of families, and the setting times apart for
private addresses to God, with a daily seriousness of behaviour; he who
uniformly practises this outward religion, has the form of godliness. There
needs but one thing more in order to his being almost a Christian, and
that is, sincerity.
(III.) 9. By sincerity I mean, a real, inward
principle of religion, from whence these outward actions flow. And, indeed if
we have not this, we have not heathen honesty; no, not so much of it as will
answer the demand of a heathen Epicurean poet. Even this poor wretch, in his
sober intervals, is able to testify,
Oderunt peccare boni, virtutis amore;
Oderunt peccare mali, formidine poenae.
[Good men avoid sin from the love of virtue; Wicked
men avoid sin from a fear of punishment.]
So that, if a man only abstains from doing evil in
order to avoid punishment, Non pasces in cruce corvos, [Thou shalt not
be hanged.], saith the Pagan; there, "thou hast thy reward." But even
he will not allow such a harmless man as this to be so much as a good
heathen. If, then, any man, from the same motive, viz., to avoid
punishment, to avoid the loss of his friends, or his gain, or his reputation,
should not only abstain from doing evil, but also do ever so much good; yea,
and use all the means of grace; yet we could not with any propriety say, this
man is even almost a Christian. If he has no better principle in his
heart, he is only a hypocrite altogether.
10. Sincerity, therefore, is necessarily implied in
the being almost a Christian; a real design to serve God, a hearty
desire to do his will. It is necessarily implied, that a man have a sincere
view of pleasing God in all things; in all his conversation; in all his
actions; in all he does or leaves undone. This design, if any man be almost
a Christian, runs through the whole tenor of his life. This is the moving
principle, both in his doing good, his abstaining from evil, and his using the
ordinances of God.
11. But here it will probably be inquired, "Is
it possible that any man living should go so far as this, and, nevertheless, be
only almost a Christian? What more than this, can be implied in the
being a Christian altogether? I answer, First, that it is possible to go
thus far, and yet be but almost a Christian, I learn, not only from the
oracles of God, but also from the sure testimony of experience.
12. Brethren, great is "my boldness towards you
in this behalf." And "forgive me this wrong," if I declare my
own folly upon the house-top, for yours and the gospel's sake. --Suffer me,
then, to speak freely of myself, even as of another man. I am content to be
abased, so ye may be exalted, and to be yet more vile for the glory of my Lord.
13. I did go thus far for many years, as many of this
place can testify; using diligence to eschew all evil, and to have a conscience
void of offence; redeeming the time; buying up every opportunity of doing all
good to all men; constantly and carefully using all the public and all the
private means of grace; endeavouring after a steady seriousness of behaviour,
at all times, and in all places; and, God is my record, before whom I stand,
doing all this in sincerity; having a real design to serve God; a hearty desire
to do his will in all things; to please him who had called me to "fight
the good fight," and to "lay hold of eternal life." Yet my own
conscience beareth me witness in the Holy Ghost, that all this time I was but almost
a Christian.
(I.) 1. If it be inquired, "What more than this
is implied in the being altogether a Christian?" I answer first,
the love of God. For thus saith his word, "Thou shalt love the Lord thy
God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with
all thy strength." Such a love is this, as engrosses the whole heart, as
rakes up all the affections, as fills the entire capacity of the soul and
employs the utmost extent of all its faculties. He that thus loves the Lord his
God, his spirit continually "rejoiceth in God his Saviour." His
delight is in the Lord, his Lord and his All, to whom "in everything he
giveth thanks. All his desire is unto God, and to the remembrance of his
name." His heart is ever crying out, "Whom have I in heaven but Thee?
And there is none upon earth that I desire beside Thee." Indeed, what can
he desire beside God? Not the world, or the things of the world: for he is
"crucified to the world, and the world crucified to him." He is
crucified to "the desire of the flesh, the desire of the eye, and the
pride of life." Yea, he is dead to pride of every kind: for "love is
not puffed up" but "he that dwelling in love, dwelleth in God, and
God in him," is less than nothing in his own eyes.
(II.) 2. The Second thing implied in the being altogether
a Christian is, the love of our neighbour. For thus said our Lord in the
following words, "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." If any
man ask, "Who is my neighbour?" we reply, Every man in the world;
every child of his who is the Father of the spirits of all flesh. Nor may we in
any wise except our enemies or the enemies of God and their own souls. But
every Christian loveth these also as himself, yea, "as Christ loved
us." He that would more fully understand what manner of love this is, may
consider St. Paul's description of it. It is "long-suffering and
kind." It "envieth not." It is not rash or hasty in judging. It
"is not puffed up;" but maketh him that loves, the least, the servant
of all. Love "doth not behave itself unseemly," but becometh
"all things to all men." She "seeketh not her own;" but only
the good of others, that they may be saved. "Love is not provoked."
It casteth out wrath, which he who hath is wanting in love. "It thinketh
no evil. It rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth. It covereth
all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."
(III.) 3. There is yet one thing more that may be
separately considered, though it cannot actually be separate from the
preceding, which is implied in the being altogether a Christian; and
that is the ground of all, even faith. Very excellent things are spoken of this
throughout the oracles of God. "Every one, saith the beloved disciple,
"that believeth is born of God." "To as many as received him,
gave he power to become the sons of God. Even to them that believe on his
name." And "this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our
faith." Very excellent things are spoken of this throughout the oracles of
God. "Every one, saith the beloved disciple, that believeth is born of
God." "To as many as received him, gave he power to become the sons
of God. Even to them that believe on his name." And "this is the
victory that overcometh the world, even our faith." Yea, our Lord himself
declares, "He that believeth in the Son hath everlasting life; and cometh
not into condemnation, but is passed from death unto life."
4. But here let no man deceive his own soul. "It
is diligently to be noted, the faith which bringeth not forth repentance, and
love, and all good works, is not that right living faith, but a dead and devilish
one. For, even the devils believe that Christ was born of a virgin: that he
wrought all kinds of miracles, declaring himself very God: that, for our sakes,
he suffered a most painful death, to redeem us from death everlasting; that he
rose again the third day: that he ascended into heaven, and sitteth at the
right hand of the Father and at the end of the world shall come again to judge
both the quick and dead. These articles of our faith the devils believe, and so
they believe all that is written in the Old and New Testament. And yet for all
this faith, they be but devils. They remain still in their damnable estate
lacking the very true Christian faith." [Homily on the Salvation of Man.]
5. "The right and true Christian faith is"
(to go on m the words of our own Church), "not only to believe that Holy
Scripture and the Articles of our Faith are true, but also to have a sure trust
and confidence to be saved from everlasting damnation by Christ. It is a sure
trust and confidence which a man hath in God, that, by the merits of Christ,
his sins are forgiven, and he reconciled to the favour of God; whereof doth
follow a loving heart, to obey his commandments."
6. Now, whosoever has this faith, which
"purifies the heart" (by the power of God, who dwelleth therein) from
"pride, anger, desire, from all unrighteousness" from "all
filthiness of flesh and spirit;" which fills it with love stronger than
death, both to God and to all mankind; love that doeth the works of God,
glorying to spend and to be spent for all men, and that endureth with joy, not
only the reproach of Christ, the being mocked, despised, and hated of all men,
but whatsoever the wisdom of God permits the malice of men or devils to
inflict, --whosoever has this faith thus working by love is not almost only,
but altogether, a Christian.
7. But who are the living witnesses of these things?
I beseech you, brethren, as in the presence of that God before whom "hell
and destruction are without a covering--how much more the hearts of the
children of men?" --that each of you would ask his own heart, "Am I
of that number? Do I so far practise justice, mercy, and truth, as even the
rules of heathen honesty require? If so, have I the very outside of a
Christian? the form of godliness? Do I abstain from evil, --from whatsoever is
forbidden in the written Word of God? Do I, whatever good my hand findeth to
do, do it with my might? Do I seriously use all the ordinances of God at all
opportunities? And is all this done with a sincere design and desire to please
God in all things?"
8. Are not many of you conscious, that you never came
thus far; that you have not been even almost a Christian; that you have
not come up to the standard of heathen honesty; at least, not to the form of
Christian godliness? --much less hath God seen sincerity in you, a real design
of pleasing him in all things. You never so much as intended to devote all your
words and works, your business, studies, diversions, to his glory. You never
even designed or desired, that whatsoever you did should be done "in the
name of the Lord Jesus," and as such should be "a spiritual
sacrifice, acceptable to God through Christ."
9. But, supposing you had, do good designs and good
desires make a Christian? By no means, unless they are brought to good effect. "Hell
is paved," saith one, "with good intentions." The great question
of all, then, still remains. Is the love of God shed abroad in your heart? Can
you cry out, "My God, and my All"? Do you desire nothing but him? Are
you happy in God? Is he your glory, your delight, your crown of rejoicing? And
is this commandment written in your heart, "That he who loveth God love
his brother also"? Do you then love your neighbour as yourself? Do you
love every man, even your enemies, even the enemies of God, as your own soul?
as Christ loved you? Yea, dost thou believe that Christ loved thee, and gave
himself for thee? Hast thou faith in his blood? Believest thou the Lamb of God
hath taken away thy sins, and cast them as a stone into the depth of the sea?
that he hath blotted out the handwriting that was against thee, taking it out
of the way, nailing it to his cross? Hast thou indeed redemption through his
blood, even the remission of thy sins? And doth his Spirit bear witness with
thy spirit, that thou art a child of God?
10. The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who
now standeth in the midst of us, knoweth, that if any man die without this
faith and this love, good it were for him that he had never been born. Awake,
then, thou that sleepest, and call upon thy God: call in the day when he may be
found. Let him not rest, till he make his "goodness to pass before
thee;" till he proclaim unto thee the name of the Lord, "The Lord,
the Lord God, merciful and gracious, long-suffering, and abundant in goodness
and truth, keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity, and transgression,
and sin." Let no man persuade thee, by vain words, to rest short of this
prize of thy high calling. But cry unto him day and night, who, "while we
were without strength, died for the ungodly," until thou knowest in whom
thou hast believed, and canst say, "My Lord, and my God!" Remember,
"always to pray, and not to faint," till thou also canst lift up thy
hand unto heaven, and declare to him that liveth for ever and ever, "Lord,
Thou knowest all things, Thou knowest that I love Thee."
11. May we all thus experience what it is to be, not
almost only; but altogether Christians; being justified freely by his grace, through
the redemption that is in Jesus; knowing we have peace with God through Jesus
Christ; rejoicing in hope of the glory of God; and having the love of God shed
abroad in our hearts, by the Holy Ghost given unto us!
Acknowledgements
[Edited anonymously at the Memorial University of Newfoundland with corrections
by George Lyons of Northwest Nazarene College (Nampa, Idaho) for the Wesley Center for Applied Theology.]
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